Life sucks and then you die

[pilot_scuba]

Gawd, I wish I was dead right now. I have never been so alone in all my life.
On a plus note, I am not suicidal, so don;t worry. I wish God would let me see what his plans are for me down the road cause the road I am on right now sucks the big one.

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[pasticcio]

Wouldn't it be great if we could look into this giant crystal ball and see what our future holds?

I'm sorry you're feeling so down - know that you're not alone. If you need to chat or vent or anything, please email me or message me on Yahoo.

*hugs*

[pilot_scuba]

i am sooo totally alone right now.
You have no idea

[pasticcio]

what happened with the counselling?

[pilot_scuba]

still to happen - but I found out that she is only going because she was so worried about how upset I was when she first told me. She has no hope in us saving our relationship, she cannot wait to leave Sept 1, she keep sletting me konw how much shewill miss the kids, but not me!!

[soconnor4]

Then dont let her see how bad you are hurting....be strong...if not for yourself. Then for the kids. Speaking from experience you really need to think of the kids now. She obviously isnt......which is very sad.....I have been there and....welll talking and having someone to listen is a big help