I'm so tired of not feeling any sense of satisfaction in anything i do. i dropped down to 1 class at dutchess again...i really need to get it together. I wish i had the motivation to go back full time next semester, but by the looks of things, thats not happening. Something needs to change soon, hopefully it'll be me.

Once again summer has passed more quickly than i could have imagined it would. I'm quite surprised to find myself Missing everyone as much as this time last year. i thought that it would'nt be so bad now that i've already experienced everyone leaving once before, but i was wrong. I've kept lots of people close to me, but lost touch with many more ( Read more... )

I can't help but feel that i've wasted the best part of my life, and its all gonna go downhill from here. i have no desire to see what tomrorow may bring. What am i doing with my life?

i just have one question. Where did all the time go?

i hope that things get better real soon.

"so this is the time when,you be what you just wanna be i always thought this would come oh so naturally.. i'm gonna do just what you order me to do oh chase me, chase me,i'll run twelve circles around you ( Read more... )

i miss my old friends. on a lighter note ( Read more... )

the goinz on round here ( Read more... )

whats been going on in my life ( Read more... )

so this week wasnt anything special. im just glad its the weekend. we sent our new promo shots down to florida to our promoter, and he liked them alot. so much in fact that he wants more. so tomorrow were headed back into po-town to take more. were starting recording again pretty soon. we found a guy in beacon whose building his own studio and hes ( Read more... )

a funny thing happened today...i felt like updating. yesterday was a swell birthday. even though we sucked worse than we ever have at crannel, the sushi afterwards made up for it. im getting a new bass soon and that excites me a little bit. we're playing at john jay man tomorrow. should be a fun time. im tired of winter. i drove with my windows ( Read more... )