I miss that feeling I used to have. I know what I did was for the best but I still regret it so much. I pray everynight to get this guilt of my chest but it's so hard to forget something so big like that. I feel horrible for doing it and i know one day when i'm ready it will happen. Hopefully with someone i love and trust. that's all i really need ( Read more... )

hello. im tired. i was really high last nite and i wrote that last entry just rambling on about lotters lol. im bored. im going to orlando tomorrow. gas is so fucking expensive though. its ridiculous. the fuckin president should fix it. i might go to the parliment house on saturday i love gay men. there so funny. i wish i could see hiimmmmm though ( Read more... )

im high right now. im watching the news and its pissin me off why the hell are they mad that people are looting these people dont have shit and mostly there stealing food and clothing cause there clothes all fuckin wet and shit let them fuckin take the shit thats going to get ruined anyway fuckin cops are bastards and retarded. they would fuckin ( Read more... )

Hello there. I haven't updated in awhile just been busy with all different kinds of things like usual. Today I am immensly missing him. Sometimes I try to forget about him and erase him from my mind and sometimes I can't stop thinking about him. I think no matter how hard I try to not care about him it will never work. I love him. Him and I just ( Read more... )

WOW! i haven't updated this in awhile. lol i was reading it and it made me laugh about how much i talked about Nate and how i would get excited about driving the car. i hate driving now. it sucks. and i see Nate all the time. i'm in love with him. true story. so much shit has happened. to much to write actually. katie turns 18 soon. hopefully all ( Read more... )

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me,jen, and my bestest buddy katie went to a bar last nite..we told them it was katies 21st bday and we got wasted haha it was fun..i love that place.i can go there and they wont ID me thats pimp..holla...we did karaoke with a old man haha mustang sally.that was fun..i <3 karaoke!..then me n katie had a serioud conversation with a guy with gold ( Read more... )

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hello. i dont feel good right now. last night my dad re-named my puppy her name was chloe but my dad said thats a pussy name and he wont touch her with a name like that...so i guess basset hounds r just hard ass dogs and need hard names.soo...he named her brooke..pretty hardcore name..j/k i think its cute. shes so f-in cute i love her god! i just ( Read more... )

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