things in life are going really well. making money to pay the bills and actually have a lil for myslef to spend. its been awhile since ive been able to that. me and rob are doing great. everyday jus gets better and better and i fall for him even more every day. its scary bc iv never cared or loved someone so much before and everyday i wake up ( Read more... )

Wish one day could actually go by and not have the thoughts of drugs or getting fucked up bc I'm starting to really get annoyed....slipping back into old habits and worried just end up back into the same situation.

Things have been going well. I've been a lot happier since somethings have been straightened out. Me and Rob are doing good. He makes me really happy...he helps me through the hard days. Still can't help but smile when the sound of his name is even mentioned. Really hope things continue to grow between us. Everyday I'm happy to still have him ( Read more... )

Once again, I have fallen for my escape from the pain and emptiness...yet it has been more than once with in the past month...several if I recall. Three times today. Lately I just want it deeper and more frequently. Rob says he doesn't care if I do it, he just doesn't want to be the cause of it. But I don't want to do it. I don't want to do ( Read more... )

Things have been up and down. Dun really know what to think of things. Feel like something is trying to be hid...what? I dun know. But it's starting to drive me crazy. It's the little things I'm noticing. Maybe I'm just so stressed out that I'm seeing things or something. Hope so

ready to feel special again.

Kinda been depressed. Dunno why. Need to excape from reality for a bit but don't want to get fucked up though to do it. Drugs jus seem old...kinda tired of it.

MOney's tight....real tight bc i dun have any

It has yet again been a while since I've written...A lot of things have happened. Been talking to Monkey as of late. Got an apartment. And other such things. I feel I have this whole story to write but no where to begin or even what to actually say. I feel lost in a sense. Dunno how or why ( Read more... )

It's been quite a while since I've written so I figured I'd update. Just got home from work like 10 mins ago. Left early bc I was sick and threw up. Dunno why. Which really pisses me off bc people were still flowin inside. Could have made a lot of money tonight. Instead I only came home with $75. Which really really sucks ass. Sittin at ( Read more... )

Procrastination is the root of all dramas...well, atleast majority of them.

Things are going pretty good. I'm happy with it. Hope things continue to blossom and grow.