well i guess this will be my last journal entry for a while, im leaving for boot camp tomorow and ill be gone for nine weeks. people keep askin me how it feels to finally get out and shit, and everytime i tell them it feels great and shit...but really, it hurts like a bitch, life is going to be totally different from now on. im leaving so much ( Read more... )

i gave it everything i fucking had and it still didnt work, i put all my god damn trust in yu, thats what hurts the most, not the fact that you broke it off, but the fact that i feel betrayed...betrayed by my best friend. i mean what the fuck, do yu really expect to fall in love with someone else after dating them for not even a month, especially ( Read more... )

key west was great, if i didnt have to come back i wouldnt have, i would have slept on the damn street every night. and it meant a lot to me to be able to spend the week in such a beautiful place with my best friend before i have to leave, that really made it a perfect vacation. the food was really good, there were lots of chickens running around ( Read more... )

Nice Guys Always Finish Last ( Read more... )

let me start off by saying fuck...just because i really like that word and it fits alot of moods. i really need to stop drinking, i fucking hate it so much...i just get in that mindset where i say this will help, it will make yu feel better, and i drink drink drink until i cant drink anymore. last night i got really plastered and started talking ( Read more... )

i dont really have much to say, except that i am really happy
words cannot even explain it

wow today has been really exhausting ( Read more... )

ONE is not half of two...TWO are halves of one

im in georgia right now and i have been for a few days, i miss georgia ( Read more... )

sometimes...i just want to SCREAM MY FUCKING LUNGS OUT...CAN IT GET ANY WORSE, WHAT THE FUCK ELSE CAN GO WRONG, WHATS THE FUCKING POINT IN GOING ON!! TO WAKE UP EVERY FUCKING MORNING JUST SO SOMETHING ELSE BAD CAN HAPPEN! what the fuck can i do...:(