hm ( Read more... )

this is where my book begins
and the rest is still unwritten

ps. tara..hope was never an issue..what i lacked was guts.

so whats new?...a whole lot of nothing...work...friends..not a whole lot of ness either which blows because shes the most beautiful of all things in my life and i do miss her so ( Read more... )

so hurray for the month of may when i shall be moving..a little further away with the coolest people on planet earth..that makes me every kind of happy ( Read more... )

happy fuckin new year everyone ( Read more... )

my back hurts ALOT...probably because SOMEONE stole my pillows ( Read more... )

so..im not to sure whats been going on the last day or two..its all seemed to mix into this really faint blur...and maybe thats for the best because im not quite sure i could handle the reality of it all...i know that me and ness got into this really huge fight over nothing really..and after that everything just seemed to run together into this ( Read more... )

so here i am..530 am..updating livejournal..not sleeping bc i have work at 9 buuut updating ( Read more... )

i love her..and i've come to realize that its more then a feeling..its a drive..a drive so powerful it can overcome other drives, such as hunger, thurst and sleep..im determined not to let this render me weak and selfish..shes my everything ..shes the reason my world has stars..she makes them shimmer..and we will never loose gravity ( Read more... )

much of today has been complete and utter ass ( Read more... )