I DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK!!!!!

[pimptastic06]

God i just dont understand!! i feel so used! I feel that i was just a puppet for Alysha to get over kelly or something! i just feel if i wasnt being used then why would it be so easy for her to just let me go! omg why didnt i see it! why am i so stupid! omg i just hate her right now and now she got what she wanted! i dont want to talk to her! i

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[anonymous]

1. That is a shitty Metallica song

2.You went from loving Alysha to hating her. If you are feeling true hate, you never loved her to begin with. Also your last little bit about the prom dress was just said to hurt her. You don't hurt someone you love, even if they do hurt you. CONCLUSION: You don't even have an idea of what love is.

3. It's ok to be angry, but don't bitch about shit you know nothing about. *aka* Alysha and Kelly

4. You should really listen to better metallica, and let this whole thing go. Just look at some good porn, and masturbate while listening to good metallica. I recomend the Kill 'Em all album, or one...i don't know whick album that is off of but it is the best metallica song ever.

5. I hope you feel better. Time heals all wounds.

have a nice day

[pimptastic06]

one is off of the album ...and justice and for all. and fade to black is a good song!

[pimptastic06]

please Ian leave me alone ok! i was just angry with her after just what she did to me ok...and how she went from loving me to not giving a damn about me...so dont tell me want i need to do...and dont tell me what i am and how i am always doing the wrong thing! you dont know what i am going through right now a frankly i dont give a damn if you have had experience with this! i know that you are older than me and you have been through a lot more than me. but i know what i feel...and i know when i cant take it anymore...so why dont you look at the whole picture before you talk to me about what i should do or how i should do it you bias asshole!

Have a nice day!

[bitches_knowme]

that wasnt ian.

and i just want you to know i do miss you and i do feel really bad about what you are going through but i cant force myself to be with you any longer. it just isnt good for either of us. im sorry it ended this way but you and i both know we couldnt be just friends. that would be too hard. and would hurt you more in the end.

i love you from one person to the next but you were not in love with me. the reason you feel this way is because i was your first. but you will find someone who makes you happier than i could ever make you and you will make her the happiest person alive.

you have all my best wishes. <3

[pimptastic06]

i love you i really do...and i care for you more than anything! you know what i have been thinking about...and what i have been dreaming about? i have been thinking of our past with each other. do you remember the time when it was raining outside and i gave you a piggy back ride through the puddles of water so your feet didnt get wet! do you remember the time when you would call me up and want me to sing to you...and id sing our song to you...and you would say "aw baby" and we would tell each other how much we love each other. do you remember the times when we were in my room and we were listening to music and other things(dot dot dot). <3 i remember all of the time when you would want to always make me feel like a king, or the second we would get into my house you would come and kiss me...it was like we hadnt seen each other for a year. i love you sweetie and i am sorry for me. i am sorry for not understanding and for being the inconsiderate asshole that i was. i hate me for that. i hate me for being the one who made everything that

[bitches_knowme]

*sigh* i always thought you had respect for me until now. it would make more sense to me if you didnt go telling our personal things on lj for others to know. that was something special for us... and should have been only for us. i mean telling friends... thats one thing but putting it online for all to see?!? thats going too far.

......i miss you.....
(i shouldnt say that and i know it)

[anonymous]

FYI: "reflexs" would be like a doctor hitting you on the nee to see your reflex. You meant reflects, but i guess your too stupid, and rude to learn how to convey a message clearly, and properly.

You want to bitch at alysha, because someone is trying to help you feel better? You need to grow up. If someone is trying to help you take it or don't but dont shit on their help. You yourself are not much more than a giant walking turd anyway. Ill leave you alone, because this was amusing at frist, but its getting in the way of Diablo II.

Just remember sitting around being depressed isnt going to get her back, and it is certainly not gonna make you feel any better.

GO OUT TO A DAMN TITTY BAR, DRINK SOME EVERCLEAR, GET A LAP DANCE. POPE THE GIRL IN THE LEG WITH YOUR HARD ON GO HOME MASTURBATE. WAKE UP THE NEXT MORNING IN A PILE OF VOMIT AND SAY "I GOTTA DO THAT AGAIN"!!!

[pimptastic06]

you know what you are right...i shouldnt bitch at alysha because she hasnt done anything wrong! it was all me! i started this and i regret being such a dumb shit! and i am sorry about all of the people who i have pushed away. im sorry for everything!

p.s. do you have the expansion set of diablo II or the regular. cause if you wanta go we can go yo! and im not going to go to no damn booby club!

[anonymous]

I love how you deleted things, and changed things. ;)

Do you know who i am yet?

Blaming yourself isnt entirely smart either...sometimes there is no need for blame. Things happen. but do whatever i still think you should go to a titty bar.

what is the point of having diablo II if you dont have the expansion? what do u mean do i want to go? Hit me up in a week. I was recently hacked. Once i get a new chaecter. I can destroy your ass.