Today, admist the cleaning and the organizing (which feels like NOTHING got accomplished) I couldnt help think of that guy, living 70 miles away from me. Oh you know the one.. Puts a smile on a girl that could light the whole room. Or atleast, my room. I couldn't help but think of him all day, through the dusting and the vacuuming, the few episodes ( Read more... )

Alright, this is extremely, EXTREMELY weird that I am writing on here. I feel so foreign to this thing. Things are going to change, I'm going to start expressing myself openly, letting the world know, just what it is, that I feel. But mostly, I am going to devote this journal, to my passion= MUSIC ( Read more... )

I can't find a reason in the world for why I keep trying. Why I keep making decisions and then fall back on them because I feel bad. I shouldn't make decisions based on how HE fucking feels. I don't know why I do. He doesn't care about how I feel. He only cares about what makes him happy and if he's happy well who gives a FUCK what anyone else ( Read more... )

katie welch is a bitch.

ps. told you i would do it amanda.
i so went there...

I constantly write 10 entries a day on this thing ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't wrote in quite a while and I don't know how much I have to talk about. Anyways, I'm sitting here, forcing myself to eat, because my stomach is shrinking and I have no room for full meals anymore. Its pretty sad. I'm going to get pretty personal in this entry, I have a feeling. Today, I took yet another pregnancy test. And once again ( Read more... )

Now they want to protest ( Read more... )

Right now, I am at a loss for words. The hate in this world is rising along with the death rate. More and more people are beginning not to care, because "hey, it didnt happen here and i'm still alive." What a bunch of FUCKING bullshit! Even a close friend to me, someone I call my best, has posted in her facebook, that she is "sick of hearing about ( Read more... )

The names of all 32 victims has been finally released && if that isn't enough trauma to comprehend, more information on the shooter has been received by NBC news. I said that I wouldn't speak anymore about the shooter, therefore I am dedicating this entry to the victims of Virginia Tech and printing more information into my recent entry of the ( Read more... )

This e-mail from an unnamed student has been making the rounds. It tells of his experiences in Randolph Hall during the shooting, and details the account of a girl who stared the shooter in the face and survived - and more ( Read more... )