so id say this quarter has been loong and literally out of this world LITERALLY ( Read more... )

you gotta go thru them to see the good.. i hate hard times tho theyre hard
so i hope from here on i can breathe easy and he can breathe easy and we can be easy together
like how we began....

so with another quarter under my belt i am back here and i think i should come back here more often to remind me of my resolutions ( Read more... )

So as i begin a new year kinda down, kinda bored, tryin to keep my face from a frown here are my resolutions ( Read more... )

so you know after all those sad posts and all those troubling months i though i had overcame what was so hard for me to face...but it all slappd me in the face in one moment. Maybe this is how a parent feels when their kid does something that disappoints over and over. But I am not a parent that is stuck with their child for life....I just have a ( Read more... )

haha or in this post...never looking back ( Read more... )

so in continuation ( Read more... )

haha i read this journal from college compared to the posts from high school haha and man I have way more drama now than I ever did or chose to care about. Im changing man I dont really like it. I get angry now...that never happened! I care about stupid things....like literally....that isnt me!!! How did this happen?? I think I kno. I dont want ( Read more... )

i wish there was a way so that i can feel like me again
i wish there was a way i can separate the lust from the love
i wish there was a way i can go back and find the people i loved and cared about more than anything the people who mattered to me
i wish there was a way.....

so its official
people make me do alot of things for them
theres never any for me
no one treats me the way i treat them...
or maybe they do
and i need to change
=(
i dunno but now...
I HATE DOING THINGS FOR PEOPLE AND NOTHING BEING DONE FOR ME!