haha i get angry and think about it later and realize it was dumb...and then i see him again and geez hes sucha sucha sucha cutie pie that is just sooo perfect right now haha. i love him very dearly and for him to keep putting up with that and the next day still call and come through and still be nice oy it takes alot..and i really do appreciate ( Read more... )

man i feel bad thinkin about this sometimes...haha i cant really tell no one cuz wtf its none of their business..so i go online? yes cuz no one reads this shit anyways ( Read more... )

i had the craziest breakfast ever.

ya it nipped me in the ass...it sucks being played like that. maybe im overreacting but i dunno ...it really doesnt lie

so this taste of home is just what i needed. the past two weeks have been so weird for me like i said in the other posts. I was so lost in my mind about alot of things....friends and who i was seemed all hazy. but the less i thought and the more i just went with the flow i realized alot. Who my real friends were...and no matter what changes ( Read more... )

i feel alot better...thank you baby i love you

so for the past two weeks ive been feeling really weird. I swear the weirdest moods ive ever felt. its like sad/mad/wanting to be happy...i couldnt really pinpoint wat was wrong but i think i know now. Ive been thinkin i mean at first i thought it was because i felt used...like always doing shit for robert and stuff but no. That really is not it ( Read more... )

"So if you want to be with me
With these things there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me"

ok u are sleepin but even you just being there and me knowing u are, i am so happy and at peace.=)

The first year of college is coming to an end and so many things still need to be done and figured out. Got housing for next year done, CHECK. and I guess the rest is TBA. I know its life, but how can I help missing all these great new people I've grown closer with. Since no one reads I will vent ( Read more... )

So i guess my question is answered..the one from the other post. Love is undefinable. It's different for everyone and I see love around me. Its my grandmas birthday and my mom called her and my mom asked her, "Did papa say happy birthday to you?" and she says "No hes to happy in heaven" =) and i think about that...and there is love, still so ( Read more... )