I wish I could say I didn't feel ( Read more... )

Everything you want and need...
WILL HAPPEN.
You're moving,
You're a college student,
your health is... well... we won't talk about that.
Girls suck, well that never changes...
You got this.

Right, just repeat this to myself and it will be true?
*sigh*
We'll see.

What the fuck is wrong with me ( Read more... )

Why is it every single time I move, I lose things? Either my relationship partner, friends, objects, or emotions ( Read more... )

You tell me that I am the main reason you're falling apart, that I am the cure to your insanity. That if I just change how I feel and come running back to you that everything will heal itself. You turn to powder to numb your mind, body and soul... I love you so much but not in the way you need or want me to. I have no way of changing that. You're ( Read more... )

In the latest of events, I'm sick, once again. Just another glorious side affect of my lovely disease that will never go away. I wish I could buy new insides, or maybe trade with someone less deserving. I missed financial aide day at PCC, that screws me. I need fafsa, I need to take my college placement test... but even then will I be happy? I've ( Read more... )

So it's fucking 9:42am, & I haven't went to bed yet. Thanks to Viso. Yea, thanks ( Read more... )

So I'm alive. Although anyone who knows me on here, should have seen or spoken to me in the last year, I would hope ( Read more... )

So I haven't been on LJ for quite a while...and I try to filter my friends page to catch up, it only gives me like 20 entries...No previous page button ( Read more... )

im on my phone and i dont even know if this will work and actually post to my journal. but just know this, i am completely numb. i have no feelings, sympathy, sadness...im nothing but anger outrage and bitterness. im a coldhearted cunt and i dont know what to do too get myself back. it might happen... u never know. i should go to bed. she hates me ( Read more... )