im lost.... i need directions to a way out of mind.

wondering if someday they'll all be laughing and i'll eat my words because you proved me wrong.

everyday it feels like more of a possibility...and it hurts.

I JUST WANT TO COME HOME....

those three words never sounded so good.

cant wait.

miss u all...and everything else about the big fat US of A.

2 months and im goin to GERMANY....and I aint lookin back.

WHATS THE QUICKEST WAY TO GET A VISA?

i'm off to 'sit for the most demonic little girl i've ever met...she is quite possibly the devil reicarnated.

i had to skin a cat today in anatomy....i'm not quite sure how i feel about that. we had to cut off its tail...well, actually they just kinda ripped/broke it off and threw it in the trash. i felt horrible because it had this terrified look on its face. its tounge was hanging out like it was screaming, its eyes were open, and it was all stretched ( Read more... )

this weekend was frickin incredible! I met some sweet new people and got to hang out with some kick ass old friends too! its too bad we can't have a repeat of that every weekend ( Read more... )

Screw rigid timelines and stressfulness.....

I'm going to Europe and I might just never come back.

i'd love to learn to live the way i dream i might be able to live. i see it inside, and i try to bring it out but i've failed everyday up until now...

maybe tomorrow will be better.