i had a dream the morning before..
i was sitting on my bed.. it was different than the bed i actually have. i had all this little junk dumped out in front of me and i was looking at it all. i picked up something that looked kind of like a friend-link and it was purple. the sound was turned off.i was seriously missing my boyfriend (this guy i like ( Read more... )

wow i havent posted an entry since october. a lot has happened, but im too lazy to write about it. i'm writing poetry lately.. and listening to crunk music lately... time keeps flying by ( Read more... )

if im going to start with my day i'll start with the dreams of the previous nite. there were so many dreams last nite that i can't even remember anything. i shoulda wrote it down.. i thought that right after i woke up.. but i was too lazy. well i had one dream about being surrounded by voices.. again.. malicious chants in strange language. ( Read more... )

today was tacky day!!! well it was yesterday.. but ya. i dressed in half the decorations of my room. very many shiny multicolored things. i looked very nice in the beginning of the day but the wardrobe and my hair tends to fall apart after lunch. lots of ppl took pictures of me. it's funny because usually no one gives me credit as tackiest when i' ( Read more... )

my day, yesterday, because its 2 am now.. was so odd. the order of my day is usually so repetitive.. that when some little change happens i feel so out of it. i took my dad to the hospital in the morning, he did something to his back.. i got lost in the parking deck lmao it took me 10 mins to realize that it was a spiral and it was going up.. then ( Read more... )

ahh i sprayed raid all over my carpet chasing a fast roach o.o;; i put tape on my carpet marking where i sprayed.. little tape boxes lol i will steam clean it later X[ i think i got an infestation of the roaches, because ive seen like 10 lately. theres probly like 100s where they came from. i might get a 'roach motel' lmao. *shudder ( Read more... )

i slept like 20 hours between yesterday and this morning.. and i only remember having one long dream about plastic sandals and oranges. XD ( Read more... )

tonite was open house at skool. i really didn't want to be there. i'm sorry for ignoring everyone who said hey to me.. its just that i was sorta freaking out because of all the people. i have this social phobia thing ( Read more... )

last night i slept badly, waking up often, and so i had this weird nightmare.

i was just falling into sleep paralysis.. however i heard the birds outside.. their voices morphed into this man's demonic voice chanting something in another language. i thought it was some subliminal message i had heard.. and i was worried that i would become possessed ( Read more... )

i fell asleep in the afternoon and had a really long, strange dream again.

I was in a fitting room at a mall.. and someone told me i was adopted, that my real mother was a rock star. There was a boy who said "they're not really your family ( Read more... )