Youth group was fun as usual... feeling a little weird about things lately... i just dont know what it is. I've been feeling really weird about my friendships and wondering what they are really doing for me... if there bringing me down or bringing me up I know there are only a handful that make me feel amazing about myself... that make me want to ( Read more... )

Well today was just another day... i felt like shit because of the whole mike thing... and im going back out with him... i cried he cried and all that mushy crap and im glad because i really do love him... when i broke up with him i realized what a mistake i made and how much im going to fucking miss him ( Read more... )

I just broke up with mike... and he started to cry and i feel like a bitch... i did it so cheap and underhanded too.. i was like we need a break until summer.. and i don't know if i want to go back out with him in the summer.. but i figured that sounded a lot better then hey lets never date again... so i was just like i need a break and i need to ( Read more... )

Sooo... im breaking up with mike tonight... the biznatch knows that theres something up... so he better not break up with me first... i would fucking shoot the bitch. So yea things are just ... we have nothing in common... i want a guy who has the same interests as me... meaning the same religion and he just doesn't... im not going to be happy with ( Read more... )

...write this down...
M-A-R-S... Mars bitches!
HAAAAA i just bought the first season... its freaking amazing.... and soooo funny!! I'm rich biotch... haaa im out

Ok... I admit it... im impressed.... chappelle's show is AWESOME!!

Sooo... Relay for life was amazing. I'm so glad everything finally pulled through and I had so much fun doing it. The cotton candy machine went over really well. All together we contributed to raising 31,000 dollars!! How amazing is that ( Read more... )

Today at school was boring and somewhat pointless as usual. Tension between the BFF and thats never good. I miss mike... but what else is new.... "distance makes the heart grow fonder" I hope thats the correct qoute... if not I like that one just as much. tonight I came to the revelation that it doesn' matter how smart I am, How fat I am, How ( Read more... )

Haha.... ex bf's are a hoot... dont we all love the ex's... especially when they give u this line... "I really miss you and I'm really stupid for losing u"... haha felt so good to be like to bad biznatch... im taken! haha

Relay is on my mind and I am STRESSED... 7 people from our team are going to the mamma mia workshop so thats not too bad, well have about 8 people to help set up everything. Then three people are going to Andies party which isn't too bad and then everyone is in for the night... Ariel can't go... :( that really sucks. I'm def gunna miss her. My head ( Read more... )

Well, I didn't go to school today. I'm glad I didn't I would have been a really big bitch to everyone because I was over tired. Sorry Angel for being an uber bitch, I was just really tired. I know that's really not an excuse... but.... Anyways I felt accomplished I did everything that I was suppost to do today... besides going to school but oh well ( Read more... )