Sometimes I wonder about my friends. I wonder just how much they want to spend time with me and if they realize that breaking plans at the last second is not a good way to keep maintain a friendship  Or the fact that the never really invite me, unless i happen to hear about it, and I invite myself ( Read more... )

I am stressing over money. And its something that I hate doing. money doesnt buy happiness but it seems to keep the stress away.

I lost everything on my computer. It crashed in a click. And then everything was gone. All my pictures, all my writings from years past. EVERYTHING. I still have my computer. Someone saved it. But everything is gone. Everything. I know it is dramatic, but its so bittersweet.

FINALLY.

It has always been known that I am a procrastinator. I don't know when this started or how, but I have always put things off until the last minute. And then delaying the process even more so by complaining about how I procrastinate.

But now I realize that this is who I am . I accept the fact that I am never going to do something in advance, I am ( Read more... )

I am not very good at retail sales. I don't like to force people to buy things, even if they have way more money than I do. I need to be more aggressive at work, and sell alot of gold cards. I like where I work, I just dont like the pressure of meeting a corporate goal. Who gives  a crap about that anyway?

Tomorrow is my day off, and I am very ( Read more... )

I lik that fact that there was no school today. We definately need to have more of these hurricane days without the hurricanes.

One more week here in Europe. It is strange to say and even crazier to think about. pretty soon I will be back in Estados Unidos and Europe will be just a memory.

No creo que este semana es el ultimo semana!!

Hasta pronto-
ZABE

20 more days left in Spain. I wouldnt be counting down and waiting for my plane to leave but I just found out that my sister has found an apartment for me and her in orlando and they already made the down payment. I think the move in date is aug 5. I am soo excited. I have never been this excited to go back to school. hehe.

Spain is great though. I ( Read more... )

Today is my last day in Germany. sad but true. I've really got accustomed to how things move along here. Especially on base. Though I have to say, since I have been living around so many men in uniform my fascination and attraction to them has died.

Stacie has been a wonderful tour guide and has taken me all over Germany and into 4 other countries. ( Read more... )