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so im seen at a grocery store with a friend and get accused of fucking her, my ex is seeing someone new, but its not serious, im still single, and i still want her.
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knowing what that touch meant, always knowing what that touch meant, without even having to look you in the eyes, running my the back of my hand against the back of yours as the laid down hairs raised off my sun soaked skin one at a time. Cupping yours in the same manner i always did, and escorting you slowly down the hallway that had been walked ( Read more... )

well last night, i decided not to call her, go fig, she didnt call me, and this wall she has been building up between us just got so fucking high, she texts me this morning, and tells me were done, that its over and how much of a horrible person i am (pauses to leave her voicemail ( Read more... )

so i end up getting online last night, and running into taylors friend, and im there thanking her for being a good friend to, i know, go figure, and we get on the topic of how im worried about taylor, and she starts telling me to let her go, and that she probaly isnt going to give me another chance, WTF, this being the girl that taylor used to not ( Read more... )

life is a many splendered thing, with plans, there is structure, but room for let down, and with no plans, there is sponaity, with room for chaos ( Read more... )

i love people who comment, first off, makes me feel loved, so yeah, me and my ex are fueding, i miss her and want her, but she is holding everything ive ever done against me, looking over that fact that i have forgiven her for all of her slight incursions in the relationship ( Read more... )

OMFG, she is here again, she is sitting a few inches behind me reading some sort of book, playing some sort of music, its as if she never left, i went to bed and she was here, and i come back from work and she is still here, i come home to see that she has reset the computer, logged into her messangers, and of course all of my downloads stop, back ( Read more... )

another useless day of work for me today, and i come home to a nice quite house, no wait thats not me, i got people chatting like mad right behind me "studying" but non the less she has a room, (concentration breaking once again) my buddy cody finnaly got a job at blackbeards, so go him, and i got some money together for once in my life, so go me ( Read more... )