Battling Myself

[pink_eleg4nce]

Ok there are a few battles happening within myself that have been hard to express or articulate to others as I normally would.I'm going to start by listing feelings:

1. Scared
2. Anxious
3. Empty
4. Tired

1. Scared-
I'm getting closer and closer to graduation, without having a clue in the world as to what happens next. What's worst is...I don't really

Comments

[quickjam]

Erghhhhh. I can really relate to all of those! I'm in the real world now 'cause I decided to take a break from education to see what it's like. Been jobless for far too long (been accepted for a weekend job now, thank gosh! At least it's something).

But the main/true reason I actually left education was because it was driving me mad. I can't deal with exams, etc, very well and it was increasing my anxiety, tiredness and empty (and felt so much pressure from others to do well too).

Now, I'm a lot better though. I thankfully had someone with me the whole way to keep me sane too!

Good luck regarding your graduation!! =D =D YOU'LL DO GREAT, XX. If you can, just try and put as much effort as you can in, you know? Then you'll definitely have no regrets. But yeah, lack of motivation sucks..

[pink_eleg4nce]

OMG school is driving me sooo crazy. Test, papers, books, events, like they MUST keep piling things up. You must know exactly how I feel...how do you fix it? lol Can I purchase the cure?

I've got someone with me ...its called Prozac and i love him :)

Thanks for the encouragement! lol

[quickjam]

Definitely! It sucks 'cause it worries me about my future ambitions - as I'd like to go back to education sometime. But, the stress might get to me too badly. I mean, being ill (due to a lower immune system) during exams is just too uncool! So hard to revise when you can barely stand to get out of bed.. or think. Ha ha - not only that though, of course there are much more stress-related symptoms. [Sigh

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[hillje1]

lol please take some pictures....I would love to see that!