Just as when I was starting to really embrace life and the simplicity of it, many depressing issues are suddenly lapping onto me again. Not those dramatic sob inducing kind of issues, but just those small niggling things that makes you realise things are less than perfect ( Read more... )

I have many goals and dreams in life. Even if they are ridiculous, far fetched and unlikley to happen, at least I have them. The worst when there isn't any to start with, or when you start lowering expectations like crazy because you don't want to be disappointed ( Read more... )

Life is a masquerade thats characterised by masked faces and mindless socialising.
Its getting more and more difficult to trust anyone at all. 
Sometimes people try too hard, they become plain pretentious. Bloody ostentatious.
I need to defoul my mind and start thinking that the world is a place full of sunshine and flowers. It does more good for my ( Read more... )

Sick of you going on and on, forever and non stop. If you aren't tired of it, i am.
If you can't trust me, then fine. I can't be nice. I FREAKING HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE DONT TRUST ME.
And if you think that being a bad person involves sleeping late, lazing around, excessive shopping, leaving my stuff around.. Then well i'm sorry i'm such a ( Read more... )

你看不到的天空

好像飄浮了很久
自從那天你放開了手
應該是兩個人來的港口
我一個人在虛擬溫柔

用你的目光看海
可樂冰痛了我的指頭
幸福又快樂的地球人
不斷從我的身邊經過

對你還能怎麼說 能怎麼做
做什麼也都不夠
插在口袋中
是沒有人來握住的手

我的表情並不多 心也不痛
我只不過是不懂
世界在熱鬧什麼

我在你看不到的天空
看著燦爛的煙火
這城市孤單的人只有我

沒有誰在乎 誰跟誰分手
每個時鐘都繼續轉動

酗U你聽不到的承諾
流星怎麼不墜落
在倒數聲中我剩下什麼

沒有誰甘心 對回憶愛不釋手
但我無力對抗 這整個世界的寂寞

用你的目光看海
可樂冰痛了我的指頭
幸福又快樂的地球人
不斷從我的身邊經過

對你還能怎麼說 能怎麼做
做什麼也都不夠
插在口袋中
是沒有人來握住的手

我的表情並不多 心也不痛
我只不過是不懂
世界在熱鬧什麼

我在你看不到的天空
看著燦爛的煙火
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So i tried to tidy up my room today and i went through the entire heaps of letters since.. p2? It was really a HEAP. However most letters were those mindless nonsense, which didnt take long to sort out. Open, LOL at it, shove it back and put into the respective piles. Its those that mattered which took a little harder... Next time when im 80 years ( Read more... )

New stuff i wanna buy/do! :D

1. hair curlers / straighteners !
2. LOADS OF BOXES. For all the various stuff.

( Amazing i have to retype everything because i got some nail polish on the backspace button, and while trying to clean it off i deleted almost the whole post ;O stupid or what)

3. NOW I CANT REMEMBER WHAT STUFF!
4. Oh, hair spray!
5. fcuk watch(:
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As the title goes, its a new year again!! Byebye to the festive mood of december and hello january, a fresh start and a new beginning. I have several considerations about the new year.

1. Should i stop my habit of writing diaries and stick to online journaling? Maybe. But somehow posting stuff online always feel very non personal, because the web is ( Read more... )

I had a dream. (No, i am not trying to sound like Martin Luther King ( Read more... )

Its amazing how nothing much seems to bother me much anymore ( Read more... )