me and meli havnt talked in a week almost.. i think. but yeah sumthing baddddddddddddddddddddddddddd but so good has happened.... me and my dealer are falling for eachother.. i spent all night with my *dealer* i still havnt done any drugs... haha thats a long tyme....well yeah .... on friday nite imma partay with my dealer....and stuff. have sum ( Read more... )

im still sober... so imma wait until my bday. july 4th. me lauren n stacy were up at our friend jesses last night... and we left at like 5 in the morning..... then lauren droped me and stacy off at stacys. well i gotta go imma go to sleep. ill post l8r.

rye

i havnt really posted n a while.. o well... i didnt go out tewnight... and its been 7 or 8 days since ive had my drug thingie.lol its krazy.. but o well.. i mite wait til next friday til i do it..... anyway.. meli n me r okay. i miss having another set uv lips..... lol

ive been sober for 6 days............ cant wait til my bday.... im proud uv myself.

meli n me r great. i lub her! she rox muh sox! well i gotta goto wrk.. ill post l8r.

IvE bEeN cLeAn FoR 4 dAyS......kant wait til my bday

last night around maybee 11pm..meli called me and comforted me.... she kept saying*im so sorry babe!!!!* over and over and she blamed herself for not calling me earlier. then my meli made me feel better.....=) i love being with her.... just knowing that she wont leave... she begged me for one more chance yesterday bcuz she fucked up... and i gave ( Read more... )

DEPRESSED...I NEED MY DRUGS...

i am so extremely depressed.... i just... want to fuckin die in my sleep....i dont give a fuck what anyone uv u haters has to say... this is my feelings.... MY FUCKING FEELINGS..AND HAPPINESS! EVERYONE IS FUCKING WITH IT! I HAVNT HAD COKE IN 4 DAYS! I TRY SO HARD TO MAKE MY GRANDPARENTS HAPPY.... BUT IM JUST NOT FUCKING GOOD ENUF!!!!!!!!!! FUCK ( Read more... )

meli went to skewl today..we got into a lil arguement... but we r okay now. she rox muh sox! woot woot. anywho.. on the 4th uv july-the 21st ill b posting pics uv me n her... bcuz she will be at my house all nite on my bday*wink*wink* thats muh baybay! anyway. i gotta call her... o yeah she put red streaks in her hair.. dear god! i wanted to fuck ( Read more... )

i just got home from chillen with stacy n lauren... yup.. i was with them all night.. and lauren gota 20.. but she just dropped me off...thats fucked. but its ok... whatever. i didnt talk to meli all damn day.... i donno.... imma go to sleep.... ill post later...