a;lksjdlskdjf;lksdflksjf I dont wanna leave tomorrow! its not that I dont enjoy cruises or anything bc I really do. they are fun and it should be even better this time cause I'm eighteen and will be able to gamble and go to the 'adult shows' and go to the topless tanning deck. but its like RIGHT before we all leave for college and I would so much ( Read more... )

I've come to the awful realization that love alone is not enough.

It's a horrible feeling. but hey, its reality.

so almost two days and a few showers later and I still feel dirty/smelly. I guess four days without showering, living in tent, and being out in 100 degree weather with 80,000 other people really makes you not so pleasant looking/smelling.

but bonnaroo was totally worth it. the bands were amazing, except for maybe electric eel shock. although they ( Read more... )

I wonder if coincidences happen for a reason.

I'm done with high school.
:-)

I'm in a weird mood, so humor me.

sooo I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. and I've figured out two things:

one. I've decided that I need to find something to be passionate about. something that I really really care about. something to live for.  I'm not sure what in the world it would be, but I know I need to find it because I think everyone ( Read more... )

its spring break and I couldnt be happier ( Read more... )

my life feels like complete shit right now. complete and utter shit ( Read more... )

why can't I just freaking put things in the past?

ugh.

happy birthday.

I've decided that being blinded by love, could possibly be the best and worst thing in someone's life.

I should never be allowed to watch movies like tristan and isolde. they make me think too much. especially about love. and how it should be. and knowing that I won't ever let myself get to that. seeing these type of movies makes me realize that ( Read more... )

so just like pretty much every other person in the world, I have made my resolutions for two thousand and six ( Read more... )