Comments | pink_icexd: People make me insane.

pink_icexd

People make me insane.

Sep 15, 2005 20:30

I want to cry, but I don't feel like I could. What should you do when your best friend has changed and you don't really like the person they are now? I just wish that things would go back to the way they were last year. Last year was so much fun and now it just seems like everyone is trying too hard to be "cool". I guess I'm going to have to make ( Read more... )

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pink_icexd September 15 2005, 21:19:57 UTC

No darling, you're wonderful. And you haven't changed...at least from what I know of. I was mainly talking about one specific person. And the Kyle that I mentioned is a different Kyle.

tomiris September 15 2005, 21:11:23 UTC

most of my friends ended up that way.

I guess you just have to find the right person. not just love-wise. but...life-wise. because there are GOOD people out there that aren't assholes and even if you drift away, you can just pick right up.

I don't know.
teenagers suck. that's about the upandup of it.

you're cool though. and you'll make new friends this year. :)

<3

pink_icexd September 15 2005, 21:23:01 UTC

Really, how did you deal with that? I'm already pretty hurt and stressed.

I can definitely agree with teenagers being sucky. It always seems like people are much better when they're older and not in high school.

Aww, thanks...even though I think I'm a complete nerd. Hopefully I will make new friends, I'm lazy lol.

tomiris September 15 2005, 21:32:01 UTC

I deal with it by...I don't really know. dealing.

I just kind of gave up.
and got really into projects, and now school.
and a couple days ago one of my former best friends called me up, even though we've been hating each other, and we went for a drive and it felt like we'd never separated.

it's just patience, I guess.

and you'll make friends. even if you try not to. like me. haha.

pink_icexd September 15 2005, 21:34:42 UTC

Well that gives me hope that maybe me and this person will work out our differences. Although I'm already pretty much moving on.

hermionesparkle September 15 2005, 21:20:11 UTC

*hugs* you'll always look into the past and wish things were the same that they used to be. i do it as well but since we haven't invented time travel yet we must move forward and hope tomorrow is a better day. i hope it is for you.

pink_icexd September 15 2005, 21:24:41 UTC

*hugs* Sometimes I wish that I couldn't remember the good things because they end up making me sad, but it's worth it to remember because they make me happy at first. And thanks, I wish the same for you =)

hermionesparkle September 18 2005, 14:17:11 UTC

I agree, I am the same way. It's sad but I guess life goes on. :)

freezingheat September 16 2005, 16:00:35 UTC

*hugs* I'm sorry sweetie! I know how you feel, in part, about when your friends change into something not them; something "bad". Some friendships weren't made to last and we just have to accept it, and move on. It's hard because you are constantly reminded of the fun times of the past but it all happens for a reason. If you ever need to talk, I'm here.

pink_icexd September 17 2005, 21:48:41 UTC

I really don't want to accept it, but it just seems to be easier to accept it. Thanks for the support Taylor =)

anonymous September 16 2005, 18:31:37 UTC

You act like im some completely different person. I just wanted to let u know that everytime im at school i feel like u hate me becuz u act like we cant talk n e more and like i have the plague. I did mean it when i siad u were the only one i thought i could trust, but i dunno now. I dont mean to be bitchy, but ppl make new frineds, i go to a different school now, and i cant help but tlak to ppl i think r kool. yea i like spending time with them, but its not like im not going to spend time with u too. we made a promise that we were going to hang out with the partiers this year, seems like im the only one actually doing it. everytime i try to talk to u u just sit there and dont say n e thing. im still the same fucking person, u just dont see it. i mean i like having all these new friends, thats what happens in life, u get new friends, but u r still my friend, i may hang out with these ppl, but that doesnt mean that im that close to them. but i guess im not close to you either. since u seem to think that ive "changed" so fucking much. i ( ... )

pink_icexd September 17 2005, 21:46:27 UTC

I wasn't talking about your damn friends! I'm talking about you. Whenever it's just you and me it doesn't seem like we really have anything in common anymore. I'm not ignoring you, I just don't have anything to say to you. And I'm sorry I feel this way, if I could change the way I feel I would. And I honestly don't care about becoming friends with your friends. You keep telling me to give them a chance like I wished I was friends with them. Why should I become friends with them when I barely feel like I'm friends with you anymore? I don't see the point. Maybe you are the only one trying, but that's because I've basically given up. I don't have anything to say to you, don't you honestly find me boring when we hang out? Maybe you don't see the change and that's fine, but I do and I can't ignore it. I miss you so much...the way you were. But you should be who you want to be. And I'm not going to try to change it.

anonymous September 18 2005, 12:35:41 UTC

so basically your saying that we shouldnt be friends n e more???? after all, i guess we dont have n e thing in common n e more. and i havent changed u just think i have b cuz we dont talk as much n e more, so we arent as close. ide know if ive changed, i havent. maybe u should just give me a chance, but im not even going to bother if youve given up.