I feel tingly and peaceful, sober for once and very mature.
Neat.

Two months.

( Chapter 1
In the Event of My Gruesome Murder )

Two weeks sober as of tomorrow ( Read more... )

Hahahah holy fuck I found a picture of the little cheating, lying, self-involved, manipulative mistake on Encyclopedia Dramatica in an entry making fun of scene kids.

I am pretty pleased.

oh who even gives a shit ( Read more... )

I think I've become a pretty useless person ( Read more... )

I just don't get it anymore.

I am very drunk
I deserve it, my life is pretty much meaningless by now but for the booze.
I know where to get oxycontin but damned if I can bring myself to do it.
But that's why I'm drinking.
So I won't.

Oh god dammit

Sooo I repierced my navel. It was amazing.

I think a tattoo this week? If I can avoid rent another week or so which I am sure I can.

I need to feel fucking something. All I feel is wistful and it's awful. Bring on the pain, man. Talk about cliche.

I think I am going to go forthe damn starbust now. Only three pokes to go. Hot.