Wow. 7 weeks ago I posted my last entry. Months ago. The time has gone by pretty quickly.

Emily: "Well, Andy! You look so chic."
Andrea: "Aww, thank you. You look...so thin."
Emily: "Really? I'm on a diet, It's for Paris."
Andrea: "It's working."
Emily: "Yes, it's quite effective. Well I don't eat anything and when I feel like I'm about to faint I eat a cube of cheese."

Con in 7 1/2 weeks.

So the last two days of September I basically ate a normal meal for me around my parents then had nothing the rest of the day. Today they're gone, I've got my car!, and I'm trying to keep my eating on track. For breakfast I had one mini Apple Cinammon Quaker thing, which is 7.5 calories, and now I'm drinking 44oz of Clite, 20 cal's. So 27.5 so far ( Read more... )

So far, so good. Was a shaky moment when I thought carrie might order food and then I'd have to too. I had a tiny sip of Caramel Frappachino this morning then a Grande, Non-Fat, (Sugar Free) Vanilla Latte with skim milk. It tasted like a hot liquid marshmellow. Time to find out calorie damage.... 230! >_< Fuckall.

Got on the scale at Kiki's. Down to 40 even. I checked twice to be sure. I binged on shit while I was there though. Right now it's hot as hell as usual in this apartment so I am going to scarf down some crystal light. Last I ate was at 5:15pm. So in the morning i'll be pure again. I never count CLite. It's got to be better then diet soda, even ( Read more... )

I fucking binged last night. Damn it. How do I always do this? I need more self control. I need to fucking take off my clothes and look in the mirror when I decide I want to shove something into my fat mouth ( Read more... )

1 bite of oatmeal this morning. 1 Nature's Valley oat bar tonight. 180 cal's. Fat pig.
I lost 5 lbs since last friday.

Fixed the front flat tire on my car this morning. I was sitting around reading my fitness magazine and decided to try my yoga tape. So I did an hour of yoga. I'm having a bowl of oatmeal. I don't really feel hungry or like eating but I know i'll binge tonight if I don't try to continuously eat small things every few hours. So I will have this bowl ( Read more... )

I didn't go to my WW meeting today. Instead I just slept. It was so fucking hot I couldn't sleep well. I forgot Jaci had work so I could have turned on the airconditioning waaaay earlier. Anyhow. I've decided I should go on a liquid diet of some type. Right now I've pulled my simply orange oj container (filled with Crystal Light Fruit Punch), which ( Read more... )

WW meeting tomorrow. So far I'm on 0 cal's as of 1:30A or so. Shit was messed up at Carrie's last night and I hope she'll be alright. I was going to order pizza but my place isn't open again so I don't know what I'll eat. I'm tired as hell. Hope I can get my shit together for tomorrow by tonight and so I can sleep in tomorrow morning.