i swear im not going crazy, i mean its normal to want to kill someone right? ive decided fuck harry i dont fucking need him the times of making me happy are gone so fuck that. so i thought i could depend on drugs to make me happy but im wrong,nick and i had this long conversation the other night about it and i have to stop. skye on the other hand ( Read more... )

so i spent the night at lyrics last night after swing dancing lessons and talked to maya,jason and joe in the basement until 12:30am telling sick jokes about dead babies and pedophiles some about jesus..then joe left (maya and jasons friend) and maya and jason went to bed..galadreil was prancing around the house naked (9yrs old) until she went to ( Read more... )

i havent written in awhile..harry and i are over just friends now..i made out with nick a couple times and i fell asleep in matts arms last night at joshs. mom wont let me goto the lawrence arms show i guess im just gonna have to spend the night at skyes that night..yesturday i was walkin up harford road not paying attention and i walked right into ( Read more... )

okay so i didnt goto Otakon saturday i dont remember what happened that day...sunday i stayed home with skye and lydia we watched some wierd movie called "dark harbor" in which was fuckin wierd...i didnt expect the husband to be gay or the boy to be gay and plan on killing the wife at all how fucked up but hilarious..then we went to lydias so she ( Read more... )

so im going to Otakon saturday with scott and sara and harry will be there but im not going for him. i missed it last year i dont want to this year...so i wanted to wear my cherry dress but sara claims its a litte too revealing,its only v-cut into my boobs and its not short! i'll end up wearing my black pants with my sex pistols shirt that i d-i- ( Read more... )

so i sit here silent,no music nothing but the sound waves comming from my computer. i long to be held in his arms,i miss his touch yes but i'll be fine..its been over a week since ive seen him,but im not going to complain we both have our lives to tend to.it seems like he gets mad when i hang out with josh and josh gets mad when i hang out with ( Read more... )

today i went to the mall with josh skye lydia leslie and richard it was pretty cool... josh and i played air hockey and after that skeeball and then i talked to vern...yeah he wanted to do sumthin so that josh would tell harry and harry would get mad at me and things wouldnt be so great anymore..i wouldnt want to live anymore with out harry,i mean ( Read more... )

i hate when harry decides to go away,yet alone being away for days...is it going to be 2 weeks until i get to see him again? err stupid otakon stealing him away saturday and his stupid job stealing him away everyday and stupid josh stealing him away everyday! grrrr,i just want to spend one whole day with him from 9am-12am hah probably longer than ( Read more... )

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harry picked me up last night and we drove aroundfor about 10 minutes then went back to his house and watched "Clerks"...we talked while staring up at the ceiling being held in each others arms...things started getting a little x-rated but we stopped ourselves after a certain point. i'll give up everything to be held in his arms for the rest of my ( Read more... )