Going

[pink_love_]

My body is so sick. Everytime I put just one pill in it, my body rejects it. My soul is also telling me that I'm killing myself. Or at least who I was/want to be. I put myself on the waitlist for a rehabilitation center today. I check in the 16th and will stay for between 21 and 30 days. My brother and mother don't even think I'll make it to the

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[oh_the_blow]

its been too long,...

[pink_love_]

It really has. I think I've turned into a complete stranger from who you knew me as, not even a year ago. I don't even recognize myself. Even Susan finally gave up on me. I'll be leaving for rehab on the 16th, but I have 2 jobs and don't have a lot of time off between now and then. If you want, you can always call me and I'll get back to you when I'm not working, except I'm not the most reliable person right now. Or you can write to me in rehab so that we can catch up. I really do miss you.