"After that, the kid was crying, and the entire restaurant crowded around ( Read more... )

These lyrics describe my emotions perfectly, word for word. I wish I could assemble words into phrases the way that Ben Harper does. His lyrics are actually helping me through this tumultuous time. I have such great respect for that man's mind.
( Give a Man a Home )

I just got home from detox today. It was one of the most painful, sickening things I've ever gone through. I slept through the first 3 days. They put this patch on me that made my blood pressure go so low that I almost died. On the 4th day I woke up and made a friend who was a heroin addict/dealer. Him and I plan on hanging out in 20 days when he ( Read more... )

As of yesterday I am officially not a teenager anymore. I've lived for 2 whole decades. Isn't that weird? Everyone made me feel so special though. I got 5 calls within the first 10 minutes of my birthday! Johnny Fitz even surprised me at work! No one's ever done that before! I had to go to school and work all day, but I got to spend the evening ( Read more... )

( Just talking about a boy )

I don't know what I'm supposed to do or how I'm supposed to feel. I feel betrayed, disrespected, and like I should just be done with him. But then he says that he only told me because he respects me and he doesn't want there to be any secrets between us because he really likes me. Then he goes and says it isn't a big deal anyway. But it is to me. ( Read more... )

I was really hung up about Kyle for a while. I really missed him and kept hoping he would call, even though I knew he wouldn't. He said he didn't have time for a relationship right now. Well, apparently he's head over heels in love with his new girlfriend. I just hope he treats her better than he treated me ( Read more... )

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I haven't done a life update in a while, so here goes nothing...

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I got back from my cruise last night. I got a cold on my second to last day on the cruise, and I'm still suffering from that. I also am feeling a little seasick today. Well, landsick, I suppose. I'll be fine, then all of a sudden I get really dizzy and it feels like the boat is rocking really bad...except I'm not on the boat anymore. Also, I am tan ( Read more... )