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[pink_pixie02]

FML. Have binged yet again, why did my housemates have to have a stupid christmas meal??? I didn't eat the meat of course, so just veg and 1 potato really but in my messed up head all this food at once is a massive trigger to binge and I eat everything in sight, I just want the control back I hate this feeling!!!! :(

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[xskinny666x]

aww girliee that doesnt seem like too bad of a binge.
you will be ok.
just set your mind to it, tomorrow is a new day
:) start a fastt.
just give it some time you'll gain the control back!

[pink_pixie02]

Thanks hun. I ate more than that after though. Planning to fast tomorrow but am also drinking tomorrow night so will have to see how it goes. Are you fasting? hows it going?xxx

[xskinny666x]

it will be ok :) sometimes i like drinking just bcs i know i'll throw up. haha thats kinda messed up but whatever lol.
yesss im fasting im going on day ten of my fast and i have eaten under 100 calories.
my parents are bringing me home a hugeee chocolate chip cookie thats going to have like 3oo calories at least.
im sooo nervous about that... i feel like my whole day will be ruined with just onee cookie.

[tiny_dancer_23]

You sound a lot like me. I'm in college too and I'm a cheerleader and a dancer. I also used to be a gymnast. I'm having a huge problem with the all or nothing as well (oh housemates why did you bring back so many brownies from your jobs at the cafe?) Haha I totally relate. I think if I actually eat 3 small meals a day it will help rather than starve till night and then go crazy (like I did today). I hate myself when I do it too and I feel so fat and have the same thoughts as you. I think we need a new approach rather than staaaaaarrrve okay BINGE. Not working is it?! Grrrr.

[pink_pixie02]

You sound so like me its weird!! I really want to stop the cycle it makes me so unhappy. Here for you if you need to talk, let me know how it's going and we can do this together!:) xxxx