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Hey guys. I'm in bit of a crisis.
I'm going camping this Thursday and I want to bring my own food.
I have no idea what to bring.
I don't eat meat and it's not easy to keep fruits and vegetables when it's going to be 80 to 90 degrees outside with no fridge.
Just wondering if you guys had any ideas of some safe foods that are good for camping.
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Ew.
I feel completely disgusting.
I went on birth control because my husband and I don't what to get pregnant.
Unfortunately it made me gain about seven pounds that are like IMPOSSIBLE to drop.
I got frustrated and just stopped taking them and now my body is freaking out. I just got my period even though I just had it and I'm not supposed to get it for ( Read more... ) -
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Weighed 99.8 this morning...
I'm not counting it though. The .8 makes it awful close to 100. It's much closer to 100 than 99.
So I still have some work to do.
Wanted to go on a run but it's rainy and yucky out :/
I'm gonna wait a while and see if it clears up.
Eating a banana this morning. Might have some peanut butter with it. Not sure yet.
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PICTURES from back when I was decent looking. I want to get back to this and maintain it for forever.
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I am a fat disgusting pig.
I am a "vegetarian" who eats nothing but junk food / processed food / sweets.
I hate myself.
I hate my lack of self control
I am weak and deserve to be fat.
Fast all day long, then binge disgustingly at 10 pm. Pathetic.
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Just had an interesting thought...
I often think that I wouldn't mind it if I died from starvation. I would rather die skinny than live fat.
But at the same time a have a distinct fear of letting my ED get so out of control that I have to go into treatment...
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I was 101.4 lbs this morning.
Not as bad as the 103 I was expecting.
I wanted to restrict today but the fatty that I am binged when I got home in addition to eating pizza for lunch.
Fail.
Tomorrow my AP Physics class is going on a trip to an amusement park... With water rides.
Everyone said they are going to wear bathing suits... Kill me.
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Miss you guys!!
Hey guys, I haven't posted in a while :/
So I'm moving to beautiful, sunny California this summer. I want nothing more than to be able to feel semi decent in a bathing suit when my husband and I go too the beach together.
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He's coming homeee <3
My fiancé is coming home for the first time in monthsss!!
Military life is a bitchhh
But anyway, he is flying in next Tuesday.
So that gives me 5 days to not look totally disgusting!!
Plus I'm going back to California with him for a week and who wants to be a fatty and be on vacation?!?
I don't.
Idk why but I haven't weighed myself in three days.
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Hiiii,
It's been forever since I posted. :/
But my ed has been pretty intense lately so I figured I should probably post again.
Well, I'm down to 94 lbs...
Too bad I've been miserable.
It seems that not eating kills my mood and I'm just not myself anymore.
:/
Apparantly I cannot be thin and happy at the same time.
not fair...
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