I never update this and I don't think I'm going to start, but I'm really bored. There is never anything to do at 2 am. I wish more people had insomnia, or I wish I didn't have insomnia.. So Christmas break is in 2 days. I'm excited for all the parties. Drinking is always better during Christmas break. Probably because I can be drunk all day without ( Read more... )

Well it is summer time now! and I decided I would use this thing again because I have lots of free time on my hands... So, in the last 3 months lots of things have changed. Everyone knows that already so moving on. Today were the fireworks at the Bayarama. Ashly, Eric, Heather, Christina and I after the fireworks went to McDonalds and then Jason ( Read more... )

I used to love this thing but I haven't updated in forever. Last night Christina, Heather, Ashly, and I drank because we had too because it was St.Patricks day. It was an obligation. Today I worked and our obligation is here again? This year has sucked. What was I expecting, it's been three years. I always fool myself. I'm no better than the rest ( Read more... )

Today we needed a day to get better from our night of gazing at the full moon and the ocean blue. We went to Macomb mall with Britney and Mike and looked at stuff and they have a million dollar dogs for sale. We got into a car accident with some young black guy and our cars got smashed up but the police didn't come because, black people don't like ( Read more... )

Today it was another day at school. Heather, Christina, and I came here to Christina's. Christina went to an interview at pet smart and Anthony and Mark came over. Christina came home and was sad so we went to the water tower and celebrated for new life. Eric showed up to pick Heather up for night school and then we came here eventually. I don't ( Read more... )

Well, Friday when you had a snow day I was still suspended so I woke up at 8 and then Heather came at 9. We smoked and then went to Subway. Heather did a incredable act of courage and a 5th of Malibu appeared. Christina came and we drank the whole 5th and it was a very good time. Playing card games til you get waisted is always the right thing to ( Read more... )

I feel no shame.

Well, I haven't updated in along while. Nothing's changed. Everything is still the same. Gay. Yah Happy Christmas.

Yesterday was a bad day. I ran 3 blocks to catch the bus in a tank top and my pants were fallin down to my knees, I got locked out of my house for 2 hours in the ran and I got electracuted. I almost died last night while standing in deep water. It made me think a lot about dying. The ends close. Get out while you can. We don't have much time.

Everday feels the same. I wish somethings would change. I need a change. Maybe I should run away. To Idaho. And live with a family of potatoe farmers. Yes I think that would be lovely. Goodnight