I guess you did.

Why do I always have to try and get away with "one more thing"
Is it really that hard to live a few months straight?

Why do I not care about myself or what happens to me at all?

annoyed by this one

SO staying in my house all day and night for the last 6 days has just been a great big ball of fun ( Read more... )

So I'm on house arrest for the next 2 weeks. I have drug court 3 time's a week and NA 2 time's a week. Fuck drugs. It really pisses me off that I did them so much and it just got me a big bunch of nothing ( Read more... )

I have to block out thoughts of you ( Read more... )

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain ( Read more... )

So. I've been taking to much of evErything the past week and it's given me a new thought on life. It's fucking pointless. Yes that's right. Life is pointless. Stupid and meaningless. Every matiral thing I own and everything I've ever done right will never mean a thing when I'm dead. Please let that be soon. I don't know how much more I can take. I ( Read more... )

I tried walking backwards to get less confused ( Read more... )

Being alone sucks