oh fall away ( Read more... )

ok i just realized that the last entry i wrote was about Mike. And that i don't really give a shit about him anymore ( Read more... )

This situation with Mike is so wierd. i mean i used to practically live with him. It was rare that i ever slept without him. Cause if i wasn't at my friend Noah's house at night, then i was sleeping at Mike's. And this went on for like 2 months. And now i find out that he felt no emotion towards me at all. And that he was only using me for sex. I ( Read more... )

would i take you back in a heartbeat ( Read more... )

Mike broke up with me.

Enough said.

The title is french for. ( The heart has it's reasons, whereof reason knows nothing.

Where did those singer songwirters go ( Read more... )

God, i'm hella sad. Mike is being such a little bitch. i was over at his house and i like asked him for some water cause he was going to the kitchen anyways and he was all like "No!!!" So i was like "Pleeeeeaaase." you're my boyfriend why can't you just get me water. And then i was sitting on the couch playing this racing game. and he was like God ( Read more... )

Alright, i'm in a really depressing mood. Mike was supposed to hang out at my house tonight, but he decided to hang out at his friend like Diego's or something like that. But that's not why i'm sad. Last time i was high i was thinking that me and him never really talk. I mean we talk and i know he really likes me, but we don't have long talks like ( Read more... )

ok, like 2 nights ago i took E for the 3rd time. But when i was starting to come down from it, i felt like i was going to throw up and shit. But i was trying to hold it in. So i pretty much barfed all over my friends bed. well it wasn't that much. But yeah, that's not the point ot my story. So after i had barfed a little i started to get up off the ( Read more... )

the vortex on your cieling ( Read more... )