wow...so i pretty much forgot i had a livejournal.  sorry about that to anyone who actually likes reading about the shit i put in here.  hmm so i need to update on my life here considering the last time i even logged into my account was back in the beginning of feb. damn.  well lets see here i have been fucking busy...and pretty stressed out about ( Read more... )

it's a locomotive dude!!!! no way!!!!! and the entire thing is going to be brown!!!!

A STORY ABOUT BETH ( Read more... )

i never really knew how much i hated my mom until last night.  yea, i know here i am bitching about how much my mom is a manipulating, self-centered, controling women, but hell not like anyone cares.  oh well i'm sorry to those of you who actually read this, but it is a way for me to get all these emotions out.  in other words it better than the ( Read more... )

When your only friends are hotel rooms
Hands are distant lullabies
If I could turn around I would tonight

These roads never seemed so  l o n g
Since your paper heart stopped beating leaving me suddenly         alone
Will daybreak ever come?

Who's gonna call on Sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile ( Read more... )

so i was really fucked up this one night and me and my friend were lying half naked in my bed and this one friend of mine, who is a guy, was with us now it was only us three and these two other people that were in my basement. me and my friend wanted this kid sooo bad but he turned out to be gay and went home after we took off his pants.... matt ( Read more... )

beth is bored......i should so be reading my stuff for my class but nope...not going to happen. my back is burnt..it hurts. yea. i want coffee. this is random. im excitind for spring break. it is going to oodles of fun. im really hungry. i want like scrambled eggs. and hasbrowns. oh my word yum!!!!! stand up for what is right, even if you're ( Read more... )

so this semester is supposed to be a big blow off right!?!?! well damn for me it sure the hell is. i mean yea it is nice having easy classed cuz then i can actually study for the classes that i need to instead of having to do bull shit owrk for teachers who cant even teach in the first place. yes i do love p-shot but i'm sorry her class was the ( Read more... )

i think i really need to figure out what i want right now... ugh life is so effing confusing!!!

yay for being bored in college reading ( Read more... )