"I dropped out of school and look at me, I'm kicka ( Read more... )

I've been thinking maddistically. I've coem to the conclusion that I'm very sensitive. I see myself as a horrid person. Sometimes I think people are against me and usually i let my thought run liek fire. I can't control them sometimes. I think I'm too fat, too hairy, too ugly...I've dissappointed, rejected, ignored, avoiable and sad for a ( Read more... )

I'm flushed, not full housed ( Read more... )

Hmm...I'm throwing a fit at Mando cuz I'm not ready for the rush of school to come along ( Read more... )

Today was unexpected. It was an awkward, unexpected day. I attempted some yard work, but I burned my face, so I failed terribly. Then I burned it some more when I put Selsun(the dandruff shampoo) on my face Cuz it helps my over-sunned body. The doctor told me I have some kind of body fungus that kids get across their chest. I only have it on ( Read more... )

oh, i paid my college, yay!!!and i got a scholarship,AHH!! so i have about a good lot left, yes. Now books and supplies for school and if i have any left, it's a tie with taking nick dodds and roxi and debbs to ihop or iPOD,hmm....but i liked it, i had fun. My cousin Patty and I were craking up most of the time, i can't remember why right now, ( Read more... )

okay so i decided to do yard work after cutting veggies for my mom didn't work out so good. I cut my finger instead and got an adrenaline rush to do things. by the way, i was very tempted to wax my blazer, but nah! I miss hanging out with Roxi and DebOrAh and nick dodds and max and steffan? and BeRry and the other nerds. It was so much fun and ( Read more... )

Life goes snap, crackle, pop. Some people are going to snap under pressure, some snap at others for disgusting reasons. Crackle at my sensitivity, Crackle at my lost innocence, Crackle at my patience. At times I want to pop away from my family, from school...from responsiblility. I don't understnad how love fades away. You once said you you've ( Read more... )

I got canle today, whoo! I can be home 24/7 now. I need to get a life but until then, I got cable. hmmm...I had nothing to right but this. I think I'm going crazy. Ever since that nutmeg, I can't seem to stop hearing mysterious noises. Well, I'll be gardening for five day. Sprouts should sprout in five days.

So it's was like Thursday and I was not ready to wake up at 8 that morning. My cousin from out of town woke me ot say she was leaving and I had to go to mexico. I was like, nah. In her hick accent, she said her friends came down with her husband to get her teeth pulled. I told her I don't know spanish that well. But whatever. I still took ( Read more... )