you lose a little, you gain a little.

there are only so many things a person could lose, that sometimes i wonder how i got myself into this and if im really gaining anything at all... i mean, i know im more than happy with the gain, but is it "wrong" to be?
..because the sting of a loss can kill the gain.

philly cheesesteaks here i come!

as soon as i realize that i shouldn't give a damn, and really believe it, suddenly i feel like nothing is that bad after all.

if it weren't for you i wouldn't be able to see that there will always be unsuspecting hipocrites.. so this is me saying
thank you

meine hert ist kaputt.. und ich habe neimand zu schuld aber mich.

six flags with my loves today. too bad i didnt bring my camera.. but matt must have the coolest pictures of us on his camera... so at least the memories were stored SOMEWHERE! =D
beach clean up this morning in venice.. kat and i found boxers.. then ( Read more... )

choir at the moment.

about 10000 songs playing in the same room, succeeding at getting on my nerves. i would leave the room, but then what would i do? just stand there? hrm.

so this is what its supposed to be like. when you disconnect from everyone and realize that no one is real, i mean really look at people and think that they mean nothing, ( Read more... )

ich liebe meinen neue freund.. =D

sleepy...

the end.

its way too early...
but oh well, i'll deal. =D

going in a bit to 'make it all for the jman' <--- sorry minkey i cant get over that lmao

( and go. )

izzy my birthday!

( this is the last time you'll ever see me right where you want me )

"what are you doing this sunday?"
"well im getting baptized.."
"so youre going swimming?"

:).

valentines day is so close...
eew.
im not going to be made your joke anymore, sorry baby.