Dear Jessica,

Stop fuckin' calling Bradley...
Especially when you're drunk.
Its over.
Over over over.

When you call at 2 in the morning and a girl answers the phone,
you cant say or do anything about it.

Dont put me through this anymore.
Please.

- Your Heart

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:

1. I cant shake this feeling like we are supposed to be together. Maybe not right now...But evenutally things will work out...

2. I wish you were in my life more and didnt live so far. I broke an 8 year friendship for you...and I hope I made the right choice...BFF <3

3. I hope Im not ( Read more... )

"Remember Jess, alcohol isn't love."

Oh... yeah...

All I have in my life right now are good friends, good times, cute boys, and a bit of spare money ( Read more... )

I feel like Im gonna throw up and I cant stop crying.
Everything just keeps getting worse and worse.

I actually dont have anything anymore.
Im scared to death and I dont know what to do.

How is this so easy for him?
Ugh ugh ugh

It's impressive,
How you've managed to destroy my world again.
...But this time baby, i know how it ends...

I'll play the lover, you play the liar,
And we'll lie like lovers do
How much longer must i remain conviced
That i'd die without you?

Rest assured last time i checked i had it all under control.
I may be drunk and my judgment may be fucked,
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Bradley broke up with me again.
He said he wants to be friends,
and I told him I never want to see him again.

I feel like the dumbest person alive right now.
Im trying so hard not to care...

I think the worst part is that I know he doesnt care at all.
Actually, maybe that makes it easier...

So, my new job is going well ( Read more... )

 HEY!
Ever have to quit your job,
tell your roommate you're moving out,
tell your parents your not only dating again but moving out with the guy that once broke your heart and they hate,
AND lose your wallet with every fuking thing you own,
all in one day???

Today hurts a lot.
I really fucking hope Im making the right choices here...

Im  comming home.
Fuck this city.
Peace out T.O...

=D

I'll see you all next week!