i am extremely vulnerable right now.
i am in love with chris. completely.
i just can't be treated like crap; i can't be expected to stay with him to make him happy if i'm not.
i can't see myself with anyone else; at all.
i just need to slow down.
take a break from any and everything.
but god. i love him so fucking much.
and i am devastated i had to hurt
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