no news is good news.

i quit school ... for a while at least.

feels good ... to make concrete decisions.
i want some coffee ... mmmm, coffeeeee!

there are porn stars with ugly butts.
i seen them.

I tried to get past what bobby said to me, but he is right.
i have to do film, and I have been avoiding it b/c I don't want to not be perfect at it.

time to fail a little bit and deal with people I don't want to.

here i am.

drove to dallas last night ... in MY car.
drove to Arlington today ... in my car.
my car is doing good.

still in dallas.
going to get back on the responsibility wagon,
tomorrow.

Eve didn't call me back today.

fuck.

my coworker is late to relieve me of my shift.
damnit!
and I put in my termination notice today and everything.
blast!

i always get bad anxiety when a storm is pending.
but tomorrow will see me with a welcome face,
if the lightning doesn't kill me.

i'm getting cold feet about getting to know this fella i know any better than i know him. he goes on tour 4 times a year ... for like a month at a time. don't know how well that's gonna go over, but i suppose we will cross that bridge soon enough (march 7th ... blast, it's so soon).

audreyinlove.
sweetsweetlove.

huh?
i got double booked for work.
at the "jobs"
so i had to call in sick to one so I could go in for a full shift at the other.
that shit is fucking ridiculous.