Ok, I'm sorry, but I'm gonna have to stop using this for a while. I just have to think about stuff and I don't want everyone to know what's going on inside my head. I'm sorry for just stopping, but I think I have to. I think it may be best for me because I'm slowly getting back into that state of depression that I was in. I don't really know why. ( Read more... )

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School starts in 2 short days! :[ I'm not really excited, but most people would say that means I'm nervous, which I'm not!! I just think summer hasn't been long enough!!! But, you know, high school is supposed to be "the best four years of my life", so I don't know. Maybe I should be really excited...

I just got back from orientation @ Corona ( Read more... )

Hey!! Thanks Karen and Ryan for commenting on my last entry!!!

Lisa, Paige, and Abby--This evening @ Pueblo was so so much fun!!!!! But my parents suck!! I was just glad to not see them for that 30 minutes. :)

Umm...Jake, if you're reading this, I hate both our parents!!! They can't keep us apart! They are insane!!!! I ♥ you!!!

I don't really ( Read more... )

I'm bored!!!!! And no one has commented on the last few entries, so I might just delete this thing because myspace is better!!!! ;] But seriously, if no one comments on this, I'll just stop posting, or delete it. It's just a waste of time if no one's gonna comment anymore. And myspace is so much for fun anywayz. So, comment or don't, I really ( Read more... )

Beautiful

You're always crying to yourself,
No one's listening at all
No one's there to catch your tears
Behind the bathroom stall

You're just one step away
When the bridge comes falling down
And you're laying there paralyzed
And no one is around

No one seems to care
That your life is worse than hell
Cause you seem to be invisible
But it might ( Read more... )

I had the best day!!!!!  I swear, things couldn't have gone any better!!  Until an email I got about five minutes ago!!  I'm not gonna say who it was from or what was in it, but you know who you are, and if you feel sorry for making me feel really really bad about myself (again), then please please apologize!!!

I'm kinda bored!!!  I wrote a lot ( Read more... )

The What If List:
What if he still loves me?
What if he comes back?
What if I'm lying to myself about loving him?
What if I'm lying to myself about hating him?
What if he moves on?
What if I do?
What if I never do?
What if he never does?
What if I never see him again?
What if I can't live without him?
What if I'm not really living anymore ( Read more... )

I GET MY BRACES OFF IN 3 WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!  ON AUGUST 16!!!!!!!!!!  
But sooner if someone cancels their appointment!  I really hope someone cancels so I can start high school braces-free!!!!

Not much else, but I'm so so happy because of last night and today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<3 Jennifer

I am 100% totally over that jerk, Cole Matthew Vandenberg!!!!
Took me long enough ( Read more... )