So I realize I haven't updated this thing since the end of my sophomore year, so let’s see if I can catch you up ( Read more... )

omg. tonight is my last night at renaissance hall as an ra. it is really scary. i can still remember when i first moved in here. it was august 15th and we had just finished moving my sister into her room at xavier and were rushing to get me in and out by 3:00 so we could go over to west hall for training. i did not know what to expect from these ( Read more... )

As sophomore year almost comes to an end, I have been thinking about the things that have happened this year. First was training in August. The first day I got to school, moved my stuff in and went over to the training building. I was not comfortable at all. I didn't know that many people, wasn’t sure if I was going to fit in with everyone. I don’t ( Read more... )

i hate it when i decide to tell guys (or have other people tell them for me, thanks ashley) that i like them, they always say the same thing. "i love you as a friend, but nothing more" it just sucks, because i thought for sure this guy liked me back, but obviously i was wrong. and it was nice thinking that maybe now that i have kinda gotten over ( Read more... )

so i like this guy. he lives in my building. he is so sweet and so funny, and he always makes me smile. he is the perfect guy for me! the only bad thing he likes someone else, who happens to be a really good friend of mine. he really likes her, and she kinda likes him back, but doesnt want to do anything with him. so yesterday i got up the courage ( Read more... )

I just want to apologize to anyone I hurt because of my last few entries. I didn’t mean to hurt anyone I was just trying to let off some steam. Things were going rough at school and I just needed to vent. No one was around for me to talk to, so I wrote it here. And some of those things just came out. I don’t know where some of the things I said ( Read more... )

i want to apologize for my last entry. i was going through a stressful time, and i just needed to vent. and when there is no one around to vent to, i just decide to write here. i didnt want to leave it bottled up anymore. whenever i am having a problem i tend to bottle it up and try to avoid it. but something just happens and i snap and need to get ( Read more... )

i am just letting off some steam. so i don’t blame you if you don’t want to read this, but i need to get this out ( Read more... )

well i am awake before like everyone else in my building, and there isn’t much to do, so i figured i would update to tell you all of what has been going on ( Read more... )

so i am back at jwu if you didnt know. i am at ra training. its actually not as bad as i thought it would be. today was the most intense day so far because we were role playing on what to do in actual situations (ie drugs/alcohol in the room, loud music, etc) i didnt do too bad i was told. my Resident Director was always commenting on how well i ( Read more... )