you know what i love the most? well probably not the most, but i do like this a whooooole lot. i love it the most when you hang out with someone that you havent hung out with in forever. its like as soon as you are hanging out with them everything from the past isnt there and its just the two of you right there and then. i love it. totally. that ( Read more... )

The cool fall air has finally arrived. I love this season. Somehow everyday I wake up with a smile. I could have had a completely crappy night, but I know that its cool outside and that makes me smile. I stand by the doors all day at work and feel the air. I love it! And im not crazy....its just very very nice outside. But besides the weather, ( Read more... )

Ahhh the amount of bullshit in my life seems to be a little bit ridiculous. Just the lies and stories people tell really get to me. See right now, Im in a weird situation. Do I help one friend by telling her the truth and leaving another out in the open, or so i keep my mouth shut and become the outcast one because I covered for a friend. It really ( Read more... )

So recently I have been off in my own world, experiencing things, and I have gathered some thoughts and tales. And some of them are quite weird. But I wanna talk about them since I cant sleep anyways, so here goes ( Read more... )

So heres the deal: I cant get over 1 thing in my crazy-ass life. Well actuelly theres alotta things I cant get over. And recently everything has just been like piling up and Ive been like crazy depressive and just wanting more then anything to sit on my own. Its weird, I dont know what the deal is. I write in my journal (not this one) all the time ( Read more... )

So.....before school started for those grapevine high school kids i made a prediction. The prediction was that most of my friends would be seperated from me through this year from the different schools. And sometimes....I have to say....it doesnt always feel good to be right. I havent talked to alot of people since school started for them and I ( Read more... )

Do you ever sit there and wonder what the hell is happening in your life? Like you step out of your body, and look at your life....and go, "what am i doing? how is this helping me? where will i be in 5 years if i keep up with this stupid shit?" I just keep doing that lately ( Read more... )

So its Friday. The day after Drake's funeral. I never thought that I would have to go to something that sad so early in life. Drake was like the coolest guy I knew and now hes not here anymore. I just like still cant believe it. All through the funeral I just kept thinking that Drake would sit up and be like "just kidding guys! im fine", or ( Read more... )

So today, being a tuesday, really wouldnt seem like it would be too interesting of a day, because face it, theres nothing too great about them. So Im going to take this boring day time and write to everyone whats going on and whats new ( Read more... )

Blah! Kaycee is not coming home until Saturday! Not cool.....I miss her a whole lot. Alone time really isnt that cool after you get lonely ( Read more... )