So yes....ummm yesterday was kinda cool I guess. Three was alot of family and togetherness and whatnot and I supposed Im up for all that. I mean there were other things I would rather have been doing, but ya know, when isnt that true. Oh yea and I havent been able to get ahold of Megan all week and thats really making me mad because she has a bunch ( Read more... )

So life has been kinda hectic lately. Lots of fighting with parental units and always with the good ol Gabriel. Blah Im so tired of it. I had this dream last night that I graduated and moved back to Cali and no one knew me and it was oh so awesome, but then Gabe showed up and started making everything bad....I dont know if that dream means anything ( Read more... )

So Im going to let everything out right now and Im sure its going to be annoying but I dont really care because I need to say it all ( Read more... )

So everything is very frusterating right now. I hate feeling like a rag doll that gets used only when someone is bored....but thats exactly what I feel like. It makes me want to cry for hours. I just want him to like me so much, but I know that he doesnt, and I know that thinking that he will wont make it happen either. Its so frusterating to me. ( Read more... )

So.....its with much thought, that I have to say goodbye to the part of my life that believes no one is intentionally trying to hurt me....because they are. Im not going to name any names, but its just that I know in my heart that I shouldnt be saying and doing the things that I am to this person, but for some reason I keep doing it. Im being led ( Read more... )

Woooooo last night was some crazy ass shit. First of all kickin it with Megan was like the fucking shit, she totally rules and we had alotta fun last night. Oh yea some drink called "sex with an alligator"....get it! Woah its one of the best drinks I have ever had. Its a shot and it was so big i had to do like 2 takes on it. Megan and I were ( Read more... )

Okay so thankfully I still have my job! Yay, and Gabe is all cool with it now and with everyone knowing....I guess. Hes kinda iffy about it I guess, being all dumb n shady when he comes in when Im working. Blah, whateva....thats how it is. Oh yea and I got a new tanning membership and the chick who works there thought she would be oh so nice and ( Read more... )

So I havent written in here in awhile and thats because i have been busy with school and work and whatnot. Although work seems to be like the same thing everyday, I have fun with it because of a certain co-worker that I am not allowed to name. For some reason he drives me absolutely crazy. I love being around him. When we are at work he makes all ( Read more... )

So this is how it goes right? There are people who you believe to be your friends. Possibly best of friends. You do everything with them, go everywhere with them, you're basically attatched at the hip. But then, you come to find out that so much of what they have told you is lies. And they are still lying to you. And then they ditch you. And they ( Read more... )

The weekend was a blur....So many things, yet I felt so unaccomplished on tuesday. Really. Im just so frustrated with things that have been hapening. My bff hasnt been around....and that makes me sad. His girlfriend doesnt approve of another girl hanging around. And to top that I totally lost my song book. I got someone to teach me how to play the ( Read more... )