I feel like no matter what I do, no matter how nice I am to people, no matter what I say I continue to get screwed over by the world and the people in it. I am sick of it. People see that I will trust them, that I will help them, that I will listen to them, then they turn their backs on me when I need them, or when they are through using me. I just ( Read more... )

After a long contemplation, and seeking the help of numerous friends I decided that it was time that I was single again. I may have broken a heat, not sure because he did not really react. Although, the fact that he has not been online, nor have I heard from him since Friday evening says something. It was for the best, and I feel guilty about it; ( Read more... )

>(x ) smoked a cigarette ( Read more... )

AAAAHHHHHHHH!!!! I don't know what to do with my life after college. Do I take the risk and go out of state and pray to God that I made the right choice when I have a feeling that it will end bad, or do I stay in state and pray to God that I get a job here where the employment rate sucks ass. Maybe I am just too scared to take the risk to trust the ( Read more... )

Well it has been like a month and a half since I have updated. I just have not had the time to update nor anything extreley exciting to talk about. Christmas was very nice, I got everything that I could possibly need to get a job (interviewing suit, resume book resume paper, student teaching clothes, new shoes to match my interviewing suit, ( Read more... )

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF ( Read more... )

I got this in an e-mail...not sure that it is exactly true, but what if it is pretty scary ( Read more... )

Open iTunes to answer the following. Go to your library ( Read more... )

So it has been a long couple of weeks. A lot of ups and unfortunately a lot of downs ( Read more... )

You Have A Type A- Personality

A-

You are one of the most balanced people around ( Read more... )