I wish i had my life back, Like the way things used to be.

I wish I wasn't so sad anymore.
Growing up has been the hardest thing to do since high school.
You realize so much after it.

Fuck feeling like this.
I wish it would all just end.

I hate how every time I look in a certain direction something always has to remind me of the past ( Read more... )

Today is soo fucking beautiful ( Read more... )

I'd have to say my fourth of july had its ups and downs.

Ups:
-I saw these ladies finally and avery. Long time no see guys :D.
-I finally have what I want.
-Saw the pretty fireworks.
-It rained for a little.
-Saw kristin!!! and her mom!!!<3333 Love you guys ( Read more... )

Yesterday i saw liz!! i was so damn happy, i missed you nigga ( Read more... )

Steph=happy ( Read more... )

man i miss liz....where the fuck are you? :(

oh well...
today=weird ass day.

I wanted to see the fuckin omen today, but no dice.
boo.

I seriously don't even feel like being alive right now and this feeling has never felt so powerful until now.

My life seems so worthless.

I don't know what to do.
I feel weak because I am weak.

I need new friends....

Its like I can't have my cake and eat it too.
Its either one or the other.

I'm through trying to be a cool friend.
I'm always left out of shit and I rarely know whats going on in your life anymore.
So fuck it....I'm done.

Well i'm off to work.

Fuck, I wish I weren't here right now.

someone just shoot me...

Please.