Im not sure what to write
as my hands are tied and being lifted above the light
as i slowly sink down into the night
the cold chills my feet
and the light makes me want to flea
but all i can see
is me trying to get free
but i know i cant
cause im bound here
with my hands.

raaandom haha
ok.. what to write... hmmm
OOOOH OMG

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as the wind and air carry our secrets
we sometimes get lost in the cool bress
we close out everything just like we close our eyes
so as we dance our pain away
and scream out our frustration
dont close your eyes
cause even tho you can see the cool bress blow on by
 youll miss it in an instent
if you close your eyes

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take time to relise
that i am on your side
and didnt i didnt i tell you

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MY post:

Save me now ♪
new song

look me in the eye
and take my hand
and dont ever let me fall aagin

cause ive been dragged
dragged way down
that i am only stable on the ground

cause ive been hurt
to many times i lost count

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not sure what to write lol

but ya thats my new song :3 not amazing but i like the title lol... heres the chours...

"And as we lay dreaming of tomorrow
theres one girl
whos scared to shut her eyes
cause her tomorrow is no suprise
and when she wakes
those dreams fall to pieces"

enjoy!♥

who am I:

I am monica :D no one else can be me. becuase no one else knows how. of course anyone can mimica what I do phyisicaly and what I say, but they can never truly be another monica becuase of the way i think. same with everyone.
people have such a diverce minds that no one not even the person who owns the mind always understands!

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haha talking to drunks and stoners is friggin halariouse but its more fun when your there partying with them XDD

soo i feel random yes I do.
i feel random...
how about you!? lol

trying to find something to weeeeear.. 
:/

omg.. theres two glasses of milk sitting beside me.. both with the same about of milk... but ones white milk and the other is chocolate.. it looks cool lol

well.. today hasnt exacly gone the way it was suppose to :S

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 10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:
1.im intoxicated :3
2. I really do love you.. even if im scared.
3. do you ever open your perfect uncaring eyes to see the world and what your doing
4.MY WORLD doesnt revolve around you!
5.fuck. off.
6. grow up and shut up
7. you were never real, wore you?
8. oh would you just go away lol
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 need I say more?

:3

♥