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I have decided.
Because of my binge tonight
I am going to fast until Monday.
48 hours. Well a little more.
Starting now, friday night 9pm until monday morning. 9am.
Fat. fat. fat.
Im not slipping back
But Im getting pretty close
tipping over the edge
peeking into the whole
I bite my bottom lip
fighting to let get
but I through my hands up
and I let go. -
done.
Just finished my work out..
Doesn't feel like I did enough even though I am sweating.
Im still fat.
fat. fat. fat.
Im going to edit my journal.
Maybe ill feel better.
then work out again.
Fat.
Need to loss more weight. -
Long time no see.
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im safe..
I hope he knows ( Read more... ) -
What if, who could it be.. but I cant
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Alone again, so I stole from myself unwillingly <3
10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:
1. I think I could love you
2. I wish you would just stay here.. and take away my lonelyness :(
3. Are you avoiding me?
4. you CAN live without hanging off a guys arm 24/7
5. I say.. Just leave
6. WHOOT KINGSTON BITCHES.. I mean.. what?.. :)
7. *holds up middle finger*
8. dad.. I ( Read more... ) -
My fake eyelashes dont stop me from seeing the truth
Ill follow you to the home were its broken ill follow you into the world ( Read more... ) -
lets remember
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