you know its weird. i feel so alone at times, i have justin, and all of my other friends but really i feel like they don't get me. i know justin does but the other people i just don't. like mike, todd, travis, kristina and so on. the past year i was so stupid, it wasn't me at all and it was sad when i would try to think how i used to be i just ( Read more... )

things are going well for me. not so much drama and i have a job finally. it feels like i'm on the right road, and i'm doing good. me and j are great, he's amazing. everything i could ever ask for. and even though my family bit's butt their alright right now too. i've been able to hang out with the few friends i have, mike, todd, kristina, and mark ( Read more... )

last night was one of the worst nights, i was fighting with my mom about money, i wanted to end it so i closed my door. my mom came in so i pushed her out telling her to stay out, she came back again so i pushed her out again. she came back in and smacked my face with both of her hands than she pushed me down so i hit my head on the wall she than ( Read more... )

i have so much in my mind but for some reason can't write it all out. brandons starting to get real old he's been telling people more lies about me. there not true and i can keep telling people that but they still wont believe me. i no longer want to be these people friends but for some reason no matter where i go their still there. once i delet ( Read more... )

well i got this for a couple of reasons lol biggest because todd has one, now he can read my blogs, anyways this is kinda new to me and im confused lol. i have a mindsay, and a myspace and xanga too lol but i mostly just use myspace but it's kinda just going down hill anyways i need something new to do lol not mush too say just that i'm bored. ~ ( Read more... )