this entry is dedicated to xtine

....we dont give a fuck

cuz its ure burfday

i am extremely sick of being that person that you cant actually speak of. either talk to me, or stop it, because its childish. grow up.

this weekend i'll be at the cape getting my butt whipped into shape. be gone fri-sunday. wish me luck.

i hate my step"father" SO MUCH. i mean, i hated him before, but now i cant look at him w/out clenching my fists.

im realizing lately, that i am a really mean person. i dont always mean to be, but it happens. and i'd like to apologize. to many people. because they dont deserve what i've put them through. so, to you 3, im sorry.

(dont think though, that some of you dont deserve it)

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so i got my ass kicked last night. that fucking woman is insane. shes so little, but so intense, and shes always going, she never gives it a rest! drill after drill after drill, everyone was tired, but i think i was most over all. to make matters worse i couldnt breathe cuz i have a cold, and i was dizzy cuz i hadnt eaten and had just had a ( Read more... )

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