i know i havent posted in like forever but i got a private journal that ive been writing in more often lately. i am gonna keep this one too and update in here as well. i just gotta get some time to do that 1st. instead of writing a big post explaining everything that's happened since my last post, im just gonna pick up right now .. bc quite ( Read more... )

Okay .. so I made the same kinda update two years ago when the Pats kicked ass, so I obviously gotta do it again ..

FUCKING YEAH PATRIOTS!! <3Adam [#4]

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Why do I go through like decade long periods without updating this thing?? I dunno, but I promise I'm gonna try to start making it a regular thing. I think it goes along with my not wanting to think about things that happen, so by the time they're over and I can think about them without having a nervous breakdown, they're old news and I feel like ( Read more... )

Okay .. so big update I guess. A lot has happened. I know I wrote about the end of TCS shows in my last big update but I didn't really get into the Sean saga. LoL .. yes, it is a saga. So here we go ( Read more... )

Happy Bday Xtina **

I know .. I need to update .. like a huuuge update .. soo much to write about .. soon I promise :]

Okay .. i know i haven't updated in a while but the show was this past weekend and i've been ridiculously busy with rehearsals and such. Yes, i did hate this show while we were just rehearsing .. but i can honestly say that the actual performances were a lot of fun and i miss it, like wicked bad. I thought it was gonna be the normal annoyances that ( Read more... )

Okay, so I know I've been slacking with the updating .. sorry!! I actually did try to update last week. I had written this big entry about how girls are so complicated and I could never deal with the relationship part of being a lesbian and how I feel bad for guys since they have to put up with that .. and b/c I was blonde then, I accidentally Xed ( Read more... )

Okay I hate Pop-ups .. I try to update my journal and clicking on anything makes them attack lol .. gahh ( Read more... )

Y'all like the new layout?? I have a problem, I think I obsessively change my layout too often lol .. i dunno ( Read more... )

The parts that hurt the most were looking at that IM from him saying "it's true" and seeing the one that was in response to "but you care about her more?" which was "i dunno" .. its just so hard, and getting harder. The more I think about it, I realize all the things he's been lying about over the past 6 months; about getting ass, who he's out with ( Read more... )