i just read over most of these old entries and mostly i am ashamed of myself and then sometimes i totally cracked myself up at how nasty i can be sometimes ( Read more... )

i am so lonely tonight and every other night,and day and all there is inbetween.

i want to go home

i never want to live a lie. i never want to have that cloud surrounding me and knowing that everything my life is based on and built around is nothing but bullshit ( Read more... )

you surprise me so much.ust when i think i know you you jump out of nowhere with the most spontanious ,sexual,romantic actions that i have to wonder if i really know you at all ( Read more... )

yet again i am finding myself wondering what it actualy ishtat i am doing here ( Read more... )

all in parts and pieces ( Read more... )

how could he not realise that today was such a big deal for me such a huge step something i have nearly been dying about over the stress and all that i wanted to do was tell him how good it was and how ecited i am finally to be here and the fucking playstation was more important ,the fucking wrestling took priority over me ,me who has moved so far ( Read more... )

shithead. whatever is up your arse at the moment i hope it bites you hard because your being a fucking tosser and i dont appreciate it ( Read more... )

ooo i am going out tonight ,only hampered by the fact that i am coming into work for 2hours or so ....grrrrr and im not ment to be here now but Jess is a lazy toss and she called in last night to say she wouldnt be in. So i am here until 2.30 then i will go home ,have a nap and come back to work for a few hours and then hit the town ( Read more... )

hello hello

just wanted to say that i feel content.Slightly home bound, and its great.

i see Ali tonight ,YAY. :)