It seems that no matter what I do it always falls apart ( Read more... )

I'm excited. Why you might ask. Well cause Rene and I are going to see John Tucker Must Die tonight. I have wanted to see it forever. I heard it was really good. But thats not why I wanna go really. I really want to go because of the hot guy that works there. (and now I feel like doing my makeup) I really hope he is working. If he isn't that would ( Read more... )

I want him so bad. I need a plan to get someone that I barely ever see and never get a chance to talk to. There's your challenge. Can you help me out??

Its to early to think about what I'm writing or why I'm writing cause I haven't in a long time. I had a really weird dream last night that has nothing to do with you but your still on my mind. This is a different you just so you know the other "you" is gay like really gay not like ew he's being gay but like full out gay. Yeah but anyways back to ( Read more... )

I'm in Conn. at my aunts house. Actually feeling kinda down now. I miss him a bunch and he isn't even mine. I miss the stair he gave me all the time from across the room. I miss his fists up saying "shut up I'll fight you" I miss his cute face. I wish I could see him. Have him hold me close. Watching my sister with her boyfriend is hard. I wanna ( Read more... )

I'm happy that he showed up but I don't think he even saw I was there. First he hit on him (jokingly of course) then they both left and he came back and kinda flirted with them. But there both taking. Yet me single and def. seeing him is sitting there just watching as he is acting like he wants them. Whats the point?? Why do I even try?? Wait wait ( Read more... )

Lets see Lets see Lets see... lots has happened since I last ljed. Hmmmmm I don't know what but I know it did. Ooo Ooo I know. This hot guy randomly came to my lunch table, sat next to me and started talking to me and my friends. Well mostly he just kinda sat there. He did say "whats up" to me. Probably cause I was giving him a "what are you doing ( Read more... )

I hate my life. I pretty much just want to fast forward. Can someone save me?? ANYONE!!!! PLEASE!!!! I'm dieing in this hell hole. I get yelled at for nothing. My fucken sister needs to die a slow and painful death. That way I wont have to look at her ugly face ever again. She says I'm driving her crazy but what do I do to her. She yells at me for ( Read more... )

I'll go in order ( Read more... )

I get to intrested in to many guys to easily. Before I fell hard and not as easy. Now I don't fall hard at all but I still fall a little bit and way to easy. (I'm talking about liking guys) There is a least one guy for each class. Ok maybe not but if you just counted them there would be there just not in my class. Before now I have only liked 8 ( Read more... )